I know I need to be here, and in almost every way, I *want* to be here... but I really don't. I wish there was no need for me to be here, and yet I'm glad to be here to be whatever help I can be. While aunt is still in ICU, I'm mainly here for dad.
Aunt had semi-permanent dialysis port in her shoulder this morning. It's less likely to get infected and may be easier to get the job done. Both doctors think dialysis is a temporary situation, but they're talking 6-8 weeks temporary, not 6-8 days temporary. She was pretty alert this morning, considering she had just had the surgery, so I didn't stay long.
I really can't stand this part of the world. Believe me, if it weren't for family, there would be no reason to come here. Ever.
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